Mistakes

I've been in reflection time. Things are becoming a lot clearer to me. I don't know when I became such a negative person. Looking for all the bad in people while trying to make myself look good. It's been a long time since I saw my own faults. Oh have seen a few of them but not the others. I do understand I have hurt a lot of people. And I'm trying to figure out how to make it better. For one my 3 boys are actually quite wonderful. They are all 3 very smart and handsome. Ricky has made a lot of improvements. And he's done a lot of that on his own. His mother was too busy running around trying to be perfect. And I feel horrible that I have lost sight of the precious priorties in life. I am in counseling and I need to get thyings together